When I thought I was having a jubilant day,
on a Vesak holiday,
left the house before the sun comes out.
took the sat, three hours & forty five minutes mind you.
Rushed down for mother's day lunch.
Shopped with dearest bro + wife & sis.
Came home.
This is where gloom started.
Opened the letterbox, saw the letter from my dream U.
Half hearted,contemplating if I should even open.
But I told myself, it's nothing, wont be what I expected to see
But yet, inside I've been hoping
I tore open the envelope
& to read the word "sorry"
My heart sank.
And I think my world just died.
I took the sat exam just this morning.
Was fugging happy that I'm done with it.
Now you're telling me "sorry" when you havent even received my sat results?!
I am crying now.
private is so fugging expensive.
where do I get the $$ from.
I néed divine intervention.
This thin faith,
guide me through.

When I thought I was having a jubilant day,
on a Vesak holiday,
left the house before the sun comes out.
took the sat, three hours & forty five minutes mind you.
Rushed down for mother's day lunch.
Shopped with dearest bro + wife & sis.
Came home.
This is where gloom started.
Opened the letterbox, saw the letter from my dream U.
Half hearted,contemplating if I should even open.
But I told myself, it's nothing, wont be what I expected to see
But yet, inside I've been hoping
I tore open the envelope
& to read the word "sorry"
My heart sank.
And I think my world just died.
I took the sat exam just this morning.
Was fugging happy that I'm done with it.
Now you're telling me "sorry" when you havent even received my sat results?!
I am crying now.
private is so fugging expensive.
where do I get the $$ from.
I néed divine intervention.
This thin faith,
guide me through.