Ooh.

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

sometimes you will just want to exit.

coz you know that you shan't the one to enter.

This is one of the moments,

where you just feel like shooting yourself,

and let yourself die slowly yet peaceful.

coz you won't even want to affect anyone.

"Use me as you will,

Pull my strings just for thrill

And I know I'll be okay,

Though my skies are turning gray."

{Your Guardian Angel - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus}

all i want is to sit under the flying planes with you,

coz you'll surely smile.

Saturday, May 30, 2009

I don't care if I act a fool

wonderful SEL camp from thurs to friday.

and i went to "CHINA" on thursday! :D

see below to experience the fun-ness!

we had a picnic in the middle of break.

its was damn impromptu, i swear (:

we.are.so.cute.

Top Girls Play on friday night was friendstastic too!

it was so heart warming to be with A3 friends once again.

but still, i felt a tinge of pain, coz its no longer the same at all.

then Scott, Sheqal, Khai and myself

wanted to head to CafeIguana,

but it was jammed packed,

so they sat on the stupid bridge,

while i stand, coz i couldn't jump up the panel.

we saw this belly dancer on our way to get icecream with Khai.

DAMN FUNNNNY.

TSK. HAHAHAHAHA.

i spent my saturday sleeping.

woke up for breakfast,

then out with mummy and brother for groceries,

slept again,

woke up to make chocoaties (coz its choc and oat! )

there i'm here posting,

and going to sleep again later!

This song kept my saturday accompanied.

sweeeet sweeeet acoustic song.

talking about sweet, reminds me of the hersheyskisses chocolate,

one of the few chocs that i eat, even though its damn sweeet (:

{Lucky - Jason Mraz}

Boy I hear you in my dreams

I feel you whisper across the sea

I keep you with me in my heart

You make it easier when life gets hard

And so I'm sailing through the sea

To an island where we'll meet

You'll hear the music fill the air

I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees

Move so pretty you're all I see

As the world keeps spinning 'round

You hold me right here, right now

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

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i'm helping my friend out.

i'll be your cheer captain twenty-four seven

General Paper was the best ever.

okay, maybe not the best,

but the one best prepared for ever.

i love myself, coz i think i rock.

ended at 1000AM today (:

we lunch-ed in school and headed to Tanglin again

went to the MarketPlace for a walkabout,

and i found lots lots lots lots of gems there!

having this in school tomorrow! YUMMY.

headed off to Cafe Beviamo again.

i had carrot cake this time, while she had her lamingtons.

( no pictures, coz i didn't bring my camera )

stopped halfway thru the cake, coz i almost puked.

the cinnamon in it was driving the vomit aura out.

headed to Starbucks thereafter to study.

we're die hard muggers yo (:

but obviously i blanked out staring into space,

and she fell asleep here and there.

HAHAHAHA. these are the REAL die-hard muggers.

the moment we wanted to order,

we both looked at one another and laughed.

coz the staff at the counter was ABSOLUTE hot&cute.

oh myyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

getting so head over heels already.

so i left a note on the table when we left.

i know vicki is brave. keep your applause soft okay? TSK.

{ obviously i rewrote for blogging purpose }

i am so going to go there more often to stalk! :D

i wonder what will the reaction be

after the staff saw the note! EXCITED!

some lame shit programme for two days starts tmr.

BUT fear not, i have already planned what to do! :D

carrot cake that F baked for me (:

myself & cheryl @ sheena's place.

thinking to myself, hey this isn't easy.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

cause what you get is what you see

1AM : i got severely run down by dearest mother last night.

within minutes,

esteem crushed.

self defense crushed

hopes dashed

faith wavered

hurt at its best

General Paper tomorrow.

and i have yet to score a decent grade for past 3 months.

my favorite phrase of the week:

hersheys kisses, icing's sweet.

( with pun intended )

Monday, May 25, 2009

when the colors start to fade away

all i really need is a real warm hug now.

someone out there, please save me.

{ in school }
won't go home without you

Dear God, I WANT THEIR LEGS,
THEIR BODY, THEIR EVERYTHING!
maybe, keep my face :D
HAHAHA.

slept at 3+ AM last night.
and i'm so proud of myself that i did not
fell asleep a wink during any lessons so far today.
and yes, i've got 2 more periods of break,( which makes 5 in total)
coz the MT teacher has went for reservice.
YAY.

i'm still contemplating whether to go for my choir's concert.
coz its a combined school, not only levocientro.
but i want to meet with sinne and sarah at the same time.
damnn.
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i smell the month of June leaping near me!
i can't wait for the pool party,

and that's provided that if people are willing to go
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i can't wait to go Batam/Bintan again.
i can't wait to shop
i can't wait to meet all my lovely darlings.
i can't wait to just let go and have fun!
mummy, please be nice to me this June!

i'm getting moody-ier and moody-ier each day.
i think its because i see happy people all the time,
and it makes me feel like i'm living a life less than.
i am so weird and unusual.
i think i am a very scary person.
i don't know why. HAH.
i don't want to turn into a nonchalent chap.
save me, someone.

tonight, i've fallen and i can't get up
i need your loving hands to come and pick me up.
you know in reality, this doesn't happens.

look at the time now

okay, its no surprise that its 0207am now.

but the fact that i spent 5 hours straight on cupcakes,

its really something.

and i know that lisa will not read my blog,

so i'll post the pictures (:

and in case you think this is easy,

i am telling you the truth,

that i actually put in the choc rice ONE by ONE.

that's why i took 1 hour to finish the decor.

and i'm typing all these with my firming cream,

underneath my eyelids coz

my eyebags are going to be my school bag soon.

get the drift?

Sunday, May 24, 2009

kiss me with your eyelashes

i'm baking cupcakes while i'm posting here.

the cupcakes in the oven is so pretty!

lets hope the cupcakes this time would be better.

oh my gosh, the cupcakes are so pretty!

coz it has risen so much, as compared to my previous.

worship Chef Vicki please.

i'll post photos of the completed cupcake with icing tomorrow!

the weekend was indeed mindwhirl for me.

but still i enjoyed my tiring and exhausting weekends!

coz it was spent with my two lovely awesome bestfriends!

i've yet to do my business tutorial and my lit essay.

i am going to sleep late ( "early") tonight.

or rather, i shall try not to sleep.

coz i really want to stop procrastinating.

on a truly random note,

i want a polaroid camera

{ photo by Caleb Kay }

and i want a red volkswagen beetle

sometimes when things happen,

you won't feel the aura right away.

but soon enough, as time passes,

you will know if things have changed.

!! this is the last week of school !!

can i hear some applause?

and i can't wait to camwhore with adela&sylvia,

at Sir Stamford Raffles statue!

i have no idea why am i so INTO taking photos,

at retarded tourist sites :D

its just v i c k i l i s m!

xoxo, you know you love me.

Saturday, May 23, 2009

remember me tonight, when you're asleep.

fantabulous friday

lunched at marina,

headed to merlion!

then was supposed to head to Cafe Iguana,

but got drawn to Mind's Cafe

vicki loves merlion.

yes, i know its so lame&silly!

i'm at -'s now,

doing the filming for the damn history project.

but we're fooling around too much.

i did a least 5 slides! YAY.

i still feel so guilty,

but yet i'm not on the other hand

is that how it should be.

this feeling is drowning me so deep.

i'm caught in between shit and diamond;

what a situation to be in

Thursday, May 21, 2009

don't look back, love me for me

its thursday already.

one more day of school tomorrow.

and its the weekends again.

and yes, it also means that the exams are nearing.

damn. damn. damn.

i really need to get my pen moving.

( but wait, all my pen ran out of ink alr! UGHH )

HAHAHAHAHAH.

i'm stating a fact, not a lame phrase okay!

school was okay,until the end of school.

coz the *blankblankblank* CHINESE teacher

that told us its a must to have our presentation at 405pm today,

BUT did not bring his laptop up to the class.

and i'm like wtf.

karen and i rushed like cow,dog,monkey,hamster,

to finish the damn thing the night before.

so the damn presentation got postponed to my BREAK tomorrow.

wtf X5

mind you, i did the damn powerpoint,

struggling to type the CHINESE characters into the ppt,

from 7PM to 1AM.

and you're postponing the presentation.

and his reason was simply,

" i don't want to bring my laptop up,

coz i already kept it. and there's exam questions in there!"

WHAT THE F.

he could tell me like on wed,when you said thurs was a MUST.

where did the MUST go now.

my brother is f-ing pissed with him too.

asshole. made me so damn tired TODAY.

to hell with the presentation tomorrow,

coz its DURING my break time, and i can't be bothered.

i'm just going to present normally,

and who cares what grade he gives.

he is SO NOT PROFESSIONAL AND ETHICAL.

ignore the stupid anger, here's our awesome desserts.

{strawberry shortcake}

training was cancelled on wednesday,

{apple sponge}

so we went for dessert at Cafe Beviamo before heading home!

Monday, May 18, 2009

underneath your clothes, breathing your air

{ hair, the best prop one can ever have to beauty }

wholesome time at my place today.
it started with a small little idea with me and s.love.
then sheena and gang was free so they joined in,
then lisa wanted to watch gg S2,
then sylvia was craving for pasta,
and adela had the urge to skip school.
all in all,
everyone gathered at my house.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

we had indoor picnic.
played i-never,
played wii ( rayman2 & wii fit )

played Twister

had dinner cooked by Chef Vicki

{ sambal sotong } (:
awesome friends.
awesome time.
i'm so loving my life,
and i'm making myself to love school as much
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