Ooh.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

coz i bought your favorite ice cream

today, this very date

(day of the month specified by a number),

today has so much meaning for me.

today has created joy in my life.

today, a date, a month, i'll never forget.

even when i grow old and sag.

even when i have grandchildren.

even when i'm dead.

coz really, i'll never forget.

i'm dead serious. very serious.

I'm like the ring leader, I call the shots

I'm like a firecracker, I make it hot

When i put on a show,

I feel the adrenaline moving through my veins,

Spotlight on me and I'm ready to break.

I'm like a performer, the dance floor is my stage.

{Circus - Britney Spears }

I have 2 Lit Assignments waiting for me on the table.

and I need to hand them in tomorrow.

can someone give me a solution please.

alright. alright i'll do it later (:

my brain is not functioning well today.

less words to read for today's post.

FUNNIEST MUM EVER:

{ mum , vicki, maid at home.

suddenly home was in silence.

vicki, in her study corner. }

V: eh sri, Mum left house already?

Sri: (pause) yes.

V: oh, okay.

{ after like 5 mins }

MUM: imitates vicki's voice,

EH SRI, MUM LEFT HOUSE ALREADY?

that's where i found out mum was sitting in the dining.

and she signaled to Sri to lie, SOUNDLESS!

i swear its damn funny when my mum suddenly

started to speak when i thought she left already.

love conquers all.

love unites all.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

'Cause you can't go wrong when you value

started my saturday with a pretty bad start - tears.

but my day got better by late noon already (:

just back from groceries shopping.

i'm loving my Post breakfast-oats cereal :D

its nutritious, filling and colourful!

at the very least, i don't feel fat.

i'm so sorry for the obsession with the photos.

coz i really love awesome photography,

and i really love breakfast cereal!

i can eat it for breakfast.

i can eat it for lunch.

i can eat it for dinner.

i can eat it for supper.

name me something you can do the same! :P

mum dropped her PINK limted ed. LG Viewty,

in the bowl where you shit or pee in.

coz she actually fell asleep while holding her phone.

is she silly, weird, or just plain careless.

so she went to buy another phone for HERSELF today.

ughhhhh. so pissed with her! :\

i enjoy completing assignments even if it means nothing.

i don't know why.

and i really really love highlighting and writing notes.

coz it seems like i understand the lesson.

but i always flunk my exams.

HAHAHA. SO STUPID. and i'm serious!

and yay. cheer is on again for me.

i'm so loving cheer, to bits, and bits, and bits.

can't wait to see the prototype for the cheer suit!!

red. black braces for me this month.

and it always reminds me of the stripped red and black

shirts that people wear!

SO FUNNNY! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

and i think i got the inspiration from there (:

i thank God that He answered my prayers.

coz mum and bro didn't scold me at all.

instead, they really helped me (:

i know God never fails me (:

i remember laughing at this shirt which says,

"girls are FOREVER, boys are WHATEVER"

and i seriously think its true :D

you will lose, if you choose, to refuse to put her first.

girls are priceless, and precious, i swear its true (:

Monday, March 23, 2009

bounded and restrained.

i feel like as if i'm reading a novel on my own life.

i see events just happen past my eyes.

i see how i rosed, and how i fell.

i see what caused my fall, and how i got up.

this chapter that i'm currently reading;

there's no description of how i got up.

its just how i'm going to fall even harder,

and even more tormenting.

i knew the turning point of everything,

when i said, farewell to indian, and walked away.

i tried so hard to fake a smile.

i tried so hard to reply, i'm alright.

i tried so hard, just to make myself feel better.

its a wonder how one particular digit,

can affect every part of my life.

Sunday, March 22, 2009

in a storm with my best dress

haircut day today with adela and sylvia darlings.

{ pst, it was Jay day too! }

Jay snipped off my tresses today :\

from my waist length to above boob length now.

i miss my hair!

but still, i think its nice.

coz my fringe now is all around the head,

instead of just one front segment that i use to have

happy with Jay's work!

adela and sylvia bought superbly cute

headband and necklace, from Milan! (:

i love you both, dumbshit girls.

really really nice meeting them after so long!

the feeling is indescribable.

i'm saying this again.

I LOVE ADELA. I LOVE SYLVIA :D

hugs and kisses! <3

timeout for my holidays today at 1200am.

Monday tomorrow.

a brand new start. a brand new experience.

a brand new set of thoughts.

vicki, don't fret. you'll be fine (:

Thursday, March 19, 2009

if only i could live amongst the clouds

when the night falls,

and the sun rise;

you've lost your smile.

when you start your day,

and end your day;

you're no longer yourself.

where did you went, when i needed you most.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

reality overcomes me, i'm living a lie

i'm back in town. still alive.

Sat : Malacca

its the real NONYA BABA. real peranakans (:

a well! a well! a well! (:

Sunday & Monday : BATAM.

the Universal Massage Store.

i swear the experience was indeed exotic! :)

Supermarket shopping!

everything that we bought was only less than $2!

CHEAP SHITS OVER THERE.

i love ferry rides (:

there was the launch of the m.a.c hellokitty roadshow today.

so mum got this m.a.c hellokitty balloon for me (:

i had to carry it from town all the way home :|

my academics is in a turmoil.

i wake up to a living nightmare everyday.

i sleep every night, thinking that the night mare will end.

but no, this nightmare is prolonging my pain and exhaustion.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

~~stand by~~ step on me

i think the song stand by me is shit.

coz it never ever happens.

just when you always thought you're not alone,

the truth is, you're really alone.

alone in your own world, own thoughts, own tears.

when things was just getting better,

when things seems to take a change,

the change, is often, a very bizarre one

its Teambuilding tomorrow.

we're going to East Coast Park to build

really big gigantic sandcastles.

but, then again, what's there to team build about.

where's the team to build.

or rather, who are the team members.

its either, i enjoy the shit out of it tomorrow,

or i just screw it by standing at a corner, sulking.

whne you thought that you held on a peck of sand,

the strong wind, just comes and blows it away.

and you've got nothing left in your hands.

this is the kind of desolation that no one can ever understand.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

you can never run away

the picture explains all.

i'm depressed.

bye.

Monday, March 09, 2009

i've searched my heart so many times before

left school only at 0845pm.

though it was exhausting, yet as usual fun.

thats the difference when you have passion for something.

i'm loving cheer more and more each day! :D

got back half of the complete results.

speechless.

hoping for the best of me.

back to court on wednesday since there's no cheer.

YAY (:

i miss the people there, but not the coach.

short post today.

coz i'm off to my sandwich for dinner,

then hit the awesome comfy bed (:

Saturday, March 07, 2009

Cause we're the same

favorite phrase of the week : " wrong idea, wrong idea! " and "carpark"

{inside joke}

housecheer was awesome.

for once, i heard my name being shouted (:

though 2 stunts fell, it was enjoyable still.

awesome sweating session everyday till it turns dark.

cheerleader is ain't a bimbo or himbo thingaling okay!

it requires lots lots lots of stuff!

stop being critical if you know nuts about cheerleading.

i love you mel! cheering with you on your first time,

is yet another awesome experience. Especially with so much drama.

thank you for being such a fabulous friend (:

artini, the bestest cheerleader ever in my heart.

i love you artini (nurul vickitimah ).

cheering with you, is a fantastic piece of memory i'll never forget.

i love you tini girl! :D

that afro made me laugh like shit (:

we really really enjoyed everything :D

and and and,

i love fitzz. i love lisaa toooo :D

i officially burnt my saturday away :\

i had articleS to review on,

and not forgetting my graphic organiser assignment to complete.

but, i just wasted my time and did nothing.

HAHAHAH.

okay, i'm off to have my fried rice now.

Sunday, March 01, 2009

the rainbow turned black.

just when you thought you'll never be alone,

you got that so wrong

the feeling that i'm feeling now really suck.

trust me, its a feeling that no human would want to feel.

the loneliness is magnified thousand times

when you're already alone.

and its magnified million times,

when you're in crowd

yet again, the worst crossroads i've ever met with.

so many commitments, so many clashes.

so many high priorities. so much importance.

tell me how to cope.

tell me which to omit.

tell me how to sort.

oh God. i need the wisdom and strength for this.

how did you ever had so much impact on me,

when i have none on you.

i swear, its injustice.