Ooh.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

the prosperous season.

{or you can call it the RED season}

was home all day, waiting for the reunion dinner at night,

except that i went out a while to pass yihao stuff.

so i spent my day doing my nails and watching tv.

HAHAHAHAHAH.

mere chill out and laid back day :D

i was too bored, so i took photos of my nails.

HAHAHA. so proud of myself :D

{ my right hand }

white petals, red centre.

{my left hand }

white petals, silver crystal centre.

added crystals on the centre of the flower!

i dotted the flower on myself!

i did not do it with those paste on ones :D

its time to say, VICKI ROCK now.

HAHAHAHAHA.

i can be a manicurist part-time alr!

enough of self-boast.

i'm here to wish everyone

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.

have fun with your holidays, all the non-chinese friends.

have fun with oranges and steamboat for chinese friends!

Saturday, January 24, 2009

catch a ride in your new mercedes

{my lorry experience! HAH.}

its the chinese lunar new year season!

gong xi fa cai! :D

HAHAHAHA.

cny school celebration was bad.

like really bad and boring,

except for the yu sheng A3 had!

so funny, we had to said the phrases in english!

went on to meet syl, then jem.

i announced that i totally suck at guitar heroes.

except for the singing parts.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

nice nice day i had yesterday (:

TODAY:

i was supposed to go for my pedicure today,

but the slots were all full :\

so i went for my second round of cny shopping,

before going to service today.

i am so elated and satisfied with my buys.

coz its almost my first time buying without trying.

and i bought my long awaited f21 shirred-up leggings tooo.

i love klein from f21 wisma. she rock :D

if there was the gems award card, i'll definitely write 30 cards for her.

i got like 6 sets of cny clothes, only for this year (:

& i'm wearing a hot.red tube top with dragon prints

on the first day. HAHAHAHA.

i like to be cultural, you know! :D

i'll post photos soon after cny (:

life's getting better now,

so much better.

coz i've learnt how to go about life effectively

i'm beginning to manage stress better now.

I WANNA CATCH THE TWO CNY HIT FILMS!

fann wong and jack neo! (:

I AM SO GOING FOR CHEER THIS YEAR :D

i miss flyinggggggggg in the air.

TSK.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

if i was better

i wished that i was better at curricular

i wished that i was better at co-curricular.

i wished i could live life to the fullest

i wished i could express myself freely

i wished i could lead life the way i want.

well, after all,

wishes don't really come true, don't they.

today, i know i sucked.

totally sucked.

i'm a sucker and a total loser.

sometimes i really wondered,

is there even any strengths left in me.

or am i just overpowered by my own weaknesses.

girls team against yj, 29-13. we won.

guys team against yj, 47-34, we won.

tonight i've fallen and i can't get up.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

work overload. stress overload. laughter overload.

baking is my escape for everything.

i bake when i'm sad.

i bake when i'm happy.

i bake when i feel like.

i bake when i don't feel like doing any other else.

i'm making macaroons soon!

coz i haven't got the ingredients at hand yet.

when i've tried making them,

and it proved a success,

i'll let you folks try it! :D

work is overloading me,

thus, stress overloads too,

and then, i'll go bonkers,

and laugh way too much.

that explains the caption up there.

the stress and fear is really eating me up.

i've got lots of expectations to meet.

i've got lots of tasks to complete.

i'm responsible for my own results.

when is it really my own wants to be met by you.

when will i actually be really getting to do what i really want.

i'm really getting sick of this.

year by year, months by months,

nothing changes.

God, i need help.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

the man who can't be moved

794535349736 litres of stress has officially been injected into me.

i don't know when where who why.

school's been an asshole.

the assignments are already killing me.

vicki need to/have/must/should/loves to study.

byeeeeeeee.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

i need my rest

i am feeling so cold now.

like physicaly cold.

the wind is mightily blowing,

its like colder hongkong (:

the air in hongkong is dry and cold.

but its like cold wind blowing here.

so this is like worse. HAHAHAHA.

my stupid crap.

and my mum is taking photo of herself wearing jacket at home.

how cute can she ever ever be!

i can't fathom the very weird school timetabling and system.

its just weird, unusual and eccentric.

well, school sucks.

coz most of my friends are gone, i'm able to openly,

outrightly say this, school really suck.

i'm almost bursting now.

the hongkong reflection project is blowing me off.

i rushed to 3 places just to gather materials for it.

save me please.

i had to stop work from that, and to vent here.

if not, i'll really burst.

well, vicki's tolerance is quite high,

but this project is really turning me crazy.

now i understand why PW is hell,according to my teachers.

i want to go to Italy.

i might get a chance to Italy this year.

oh gosh, i love my school.

i get to travel like every year.

but that's if i meet certain criteria. boooo.

school's open house tomorrow.

come visit, come visit! LOL.

what's there to open house for.

i mean like, " your life starts here"

according to the banner,

i would like to add in words,

" your life starts AND ENDS here "

:D how nice am i right!

sorry for flooding the whole post with school.

coz school has taken over my life now.

or probably school is my life now.

and i can't help but to blabber on schooooool.

stay happy folks.

Joke of the day:

{ in the library, with siva, myself and jerrold }

J: ( listening to ipod,going to sleep soon)

and suddenly, he started singing outloud, while he's sleeping!

S: ( whispering! )

eh vicki, shall we call the police, jerrold has started singing!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

i swear its really hell funny.

imagine jerrold singing while sleeping!

and siva, has to add, to call the police!

WTH! i laughed till i cried!

just when you thought you were strong enough,

that thought will soon waver.

and she's walking by the dotted line carefully,

trying to ensure that she doesn't step over the line.

Monday, January 12, 2009

yet another mere attempt to start over

the most uncomfortable and aloof first day i ever had.

i don't know why.

but i feel so weird, coz the warmth of A3 is gone.

coz there's only maybe like 11 of us from A3?

its just so not us.

i don't feel as happy as i was when i walked in.

it was almost the feeling you get at the examination hall.

all i feel from the class now, is competition,angst and aloofness.

:\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\

i really miss the real real real A3.

hums, baini, hizwani, kirti, reqha,

danial, shahrin, jacklyn, amalina,

kenneth, derek, faisal,amanda, dhivvya,

kim, pira,emmanuel.

this is all so sad. sad sad.

i miss the 08- 08A3.

the only thing i can ever think of now is to mug real hard.

like real shit hard.

booooooooooooooooooooo.

what a first day, what a new year 09.

at least i know what to expect for day 2.

have fun in your school folks!

Saturday, January 10, 2009

won't you be my secret song please

the last day of holidays tomorrow - sunday.

hell will soon break loose.

i can feel all the stress slowly creeping into my door,

and vigorously pounce at me all at once.

but then again, i can't wait for school too.

can't wait to meet all those people in class.

can't wait to eat my egg/chic mayo sandwich & baked potato

and ice creammmmm!

but i have to bear the retarded long journey to school.

09, a very interesting year indeed.

a little part played by the number,

and of course the events coming on in 09.

i want to jump and shout in class! :D

oh crap, i really hate assignments and tests.

damn. damn damn.

sometimes i feel like a big bowl of cereal,

when people are done with eating the cereal,

they just throw the bowl away.

i never knew i could hurt like this.

i wished i could fade away anytime i want.

whenever i feel like disappearing.

coz i mean nothing to everyone.

coz i'm merely providing things that people need.

coz i'm a mere product that you have to hold responsible for.

coz i'm just a girl, that has no impact on any of your lives.

with me, or without me, in any of your lives, it remains the same.

i don't mean anything.

Thursday, January 08, 2009

coz i want to fly without wings

when boredom eats you up,

you hit the bed

as easy as that.

school's starting,

no comments.

mum bought like 6 pairs of heels one shot,

from Tangs sale.

mind you, from a $69 to $9.

coz all the common sizes are grabbed away,

mum managed to find them all at my size,

now i thank God for smaller feet.

i swear, its good quality STUDIO heels.

i love my mum :D

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

that's the way the cookie crumbles

it is like that of a rubix cube.

where you try hundreds of ways,

just to attain one side of same colour,

you've got to try 5 more times to perfect the cube.

when things seemed to be complex,

it might not be as tough as it seemed.

all you need is some quiet moment, and

some room for sensible thoughts.

Sunday, January 04, 2009

over and done with.

since it didn't meant anything to you at all,

that made the moving on quite well.

i am so over with this matter.

thank you very much.

roller coaster emotional ride over the past days.

a very different birthday this year though.

enjoy your holidays while you can people.

school's starting soon.

what a bore and dampening of spirits.

sometimes,

you will feel so lost,

that you almost lost yourself.

Friday, January 02, 2009

when i thought last night was worse,

today morning was the worst.

i was not allowed to be out today.

i haven't gone out with my friends for my bday at all.

and i wasn't allowed out. how sad.

but fitz, p and jasmine came over for a while though.

and fitz surprised me with a slice of cake,

with a lited candle at my door, before coming in.

my first time blowing candle at the doorway.

HAHAHAHAHAH.

thank you though,

i felt really loved (:

now i know that my birthday didn't mattered.

how foolish to think that it would to you.

Thursday, January 01, 2009

burst.

i was feeling really down,

and family brought me for dinner.

i chose the place.

Buono's Pizza Bar and Italian Restaurant.

the food was awesome.

the pasta, the pizza, the souffle.

i had my tiramisu souffle, on the house!

(: the italian boss was really generous!

have blueberry lava cake for dessert as well.

headed home right after that.

somewhere deep inside,

its not feeling right,

and its screaming for something,

that she herself unable to identify.

went home at 0230am,

slept at 445am.

today, i am totally sad.

very sad.

bye.

what a nice start to 09.