Ooh.

Friday, February 27, 2009

coz talk is cheap

i'm so easily shaken and moved.

i must stay strong and firm (:

stress, laughter, sunburns, aches, relief

are all i got this whole week.

my face is like so red now. ugly ugly!

exams are over. hooooray.

but i'm still praying really hard for good results.

i'm so excited for cheer tmr.

external coach! :D

but still, i'm afraid over-commitments will flood me.

shit.

but on a happier note,

i'm seeing this girl tomorrow! (:

cheering with her, will be ultimate fabulously fun! :D

getting to know new people is fun fun fun.

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

cute cute cute cute cute.

circle line is coooolness!

at least for now, i'm happy with what i already have.

and and and i need to get a new wallet!

offf to rest and sleep and chat.

byeeeee.

Monday, February 23, 2009

just when your path seems brighter

{i'm seriously not even supposed to be here.

coz its the exam period.

shit. shit. shit.

temptations are way up high when you're

using the comp to study,

and you have to type www.blogger.com

HAHAHAH.}

this week's plan:

i'm trying to eat less.

i'm attempting to work out more.

booooooooooo

i'm changing blogskin sooooooon.

nonchalant is what i feel everyday.

that's all i have to say for today (:

i'll never forget your obsession with cheese and chocolates.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

the day where we first met

slept at 3am last night.

felt so satisfied and blooped into deep sleep right away.

and surprisingly, i did not doze off today.

ended school with laid back PE.

i saw zeon's primary school friend on the train.

i tried to figured out who he was for a while 20mins plus!

i hate seeing familiar people,

when you can't seem to remember their name.

but i didn't waved though.

coz we only interacted twice and that's all.

baked cake for Jacklyn on 17th! (:

photos are STILL with jerrold.

post it up sooooon! :D

and i ate so much today.

egg&ham sandwich

baked potato

chocolate croissant

lemon tea

bubble tea &

waffle dog.

i'm a little glutton (:

exams are coming.

sports fiesta is coming.

cheer squad is coming.

grand opening is coming.

booooooooooooooooooo.

i want my rest.

{When You Told Me You Loved Me - Jessica Simpson }

When you told me you loved me,

Did you know it would take me the rest of my life

To get over the feeling of knowing

A dream didn't turn out right

When you let me believe that you were'nt complete

Without me by your side

How could I know

That you would go

That you would run

Baby, I thought you were the one

i refuse to lie to myself anymore.

coz i know, and i know, and i know,

and i know, and i know, and i know.

Monday, February 16, 2009

make everything stop right now

{listening to : The Show - Lenka}

my escape song. i'll listen to this song upteen

times whenever i'm so damn irritated,

and when i feel likes shutting myself out

from my family.

just when many will say,

you'll grow more and learn more,

when you go through a lot more obstacles than others.

i seriously beg to differ to a huge extent.

how will living in constraints make you stronger.

unless you're really really that strong.

for me, i think i grew up as a laughing child,

instead of a happy child.

you may think happy and laughing child are the same.

pause for a minute, and you'll realise its not the same.

i am not at all happy.

i don't like the cooped up emotions that i can't get it out.

i don't like.

oh God. give me the strength to carry on.

my boost is slowly slowly dying out.

save me, from this crazy ~~world~~ home

thank you for your really sweet texts,

when you don't even know that i was feeling down.

thank you for your sweetness (:

"I'm just a little bit

Caught in the middle

Life is a maze

And love is a riddle

I don't know where to go

I can't do it alone

(I've tried)

And I don't know why"

i miss eating this, really badly.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

the over - rated Valentine's - Day.

i still insist that the best v-day i ever had was the 08's.

gifts and presents :

i followed jme's cupcake recipe :D

i swear she's the pro-est baker i ever seen.

she managed to make macaroons!

imagine that!

before going into the oven.

then it turns round!

then it becomes like that.

can you see the chocolate filling inside! :D

and with the frosting!

its my freaking first time to pipe!

and these 4 were given away on the day itself!

check my facebook for v-day eve spent in school!

too lazy to upload so many pictures!

went over to sylvia's hans on friday.

she made cupcakes for valentines' day!

so cute of her! and it tasted really good.

she was the one who inspired me to bake mine.

HAHAHAHAHA.

my sister's bf is so sweet.

he gave my sis a bouquet of white roses for valentine's.

its really awesome real white roses.

so sweet.and he made this photo sleeve.

and wrote he wanted to have kids with her,

and want to walk the walk of love with her till old.

so sweeeeeet. i almost cried when i read it.

i bought headbands and ring for myself today!

with the ChangiDollar.

thr's this visa roadshow at airport.

where you just dance for a minute,

then you'll get the 10 ChangiDollars.

ks gave me one of it, and i get to spent it on headbands and rings!

:D YAY. so awfully cute and lame.

so much drama and happenings in my everyday.

and most of it comes from school.

is year09 yet again an over- rated year again?

just when everyone fills the day with smiles and laughter,

have you ever wondered which particular smile,

and which particular laugh ever really came from

the real deep bottom pit of your heart.

for me, i admit, i'm superficial.

coz i smile for the sake of motivating others to smile.

coz i still have unsettled issues inside my heart bank.

vicki is a superficially happy girl.

coz she still can't figure out some things.

just when i always thought i was at Stage 6,

i am actually only still at Stage 1.

happy valentine's day.

wishing you happiness and sweetness with your girl.

Friday, February 13, 2009

my only weakness is you

nicest valentine's eve ever :D

bought carebear bouquet for melanie girl.

bought roses for lis and fits darlings (:

and petal notes for lydia and samantha!

sorry, didn't get gifts for seewah!

coz i simply don't know what to get for guys.

took lots of memorable photos.

went to meet sylvia babe with seewah.

she baked cupcakes for valentines!

so sweet and cute right.

and yes, its sylvia, you're not reading wrong :D

the cupcake's really good!

photos to be uploaded tomorrow.

i'm so lazy to plug the cable.sorrryyyy.

its valentine's day tomorrow.

my response, would be only 6 letters -

HAHAHA.

have fun on your valentine's day be it,

you're single or attached!

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

you're in your own game alone

i replaced my daily dinner with orange juice :D

so its like my vitamin-feeding time! HAHAH.

so much drama. so much happenings in school everyday.

to the point where i'm totally clueless already.

essay essay essay.

i'm flooding myself with books everyday.

i'm a nerd. YAY.

went mini shopping today again.

i bought darn cute stickers.

its hell uber cute :D

Monday, February 09, 2009

smiles don't go with frowns

my day ended quite well today.

i can finally say i am ELATED today

lessons were okay.

training was good.

for once, i wasn't going to fall asleep on my way home.

HAHAHAH.

but i still need to complete my GP essay by tonight.

oh shit shit shit shit shit.

some girls are weird.

some girls are nonsense.

some girls are funny.

some girls are sweet.

girls are girls.

went studying with derek on sat @ library.

it started quite well,

but i got my moodswings whilst plugged to my ipod.

coz i listened to songs that i listened when we're done.

so i had to get out of the mood and headed for ljs.

went a mini shopping.

i bought hairband and socks.

HAHAHAH school necessities.

just when i thought about it,

it shook me a little.

and got me thinking again.

did it really meant nothing at all?

i really can't bring myself to be convinced that,

its a yes for that.

i wanna make love right na na na.

we need to leave earth right na na na.

Wednesday, February 04, 2009

i am so infuriated now

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

like what the hell.

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

just when i turned on the vibration,

i finally stop having missed calls.

yay. good achievement.

but i was woke-d up by 3 people.

thankyouverymuch.

i am so angry with someone today.

i am so angry with myself today.

in general, i am just hoping mad today.

i aspire to be a nerd like really.

coz the my-type guys are all attached,

which means i doubt i'll get to marry any.

and i have freedom restrictions,

and rights restrictions.

i want to be a nerd.

coz at least that makes my mother happy

and and and,

i want to get this!

but it doesn't come in hot orange or black.

damn.

but still, this one looks classic (:

i've got so many things that i want to get.

and yes, i am still angry.

bye.

just shut up,get a life and go away.

Monday, February 02, 2009

i'll walk you to my room

moment of truth - fm static

i'm singing along with my itunes,

to keep me awake from my lethargic-ness.

sneezing non-stop since i got home.

gave training a miss today,

simply couldn't survive without a nap.

mummy is so nice to cook congee for me!

i'm finally feeling so much better now.

hardly laughed much in school today.

and that means, not my usual self.

i want to smile like how i used to.

i want to be a happy free girl.

i want to be a nerd ( coz that way, i get more freedom! )

school's getting tougher each day.

brrrrrr. grrrrrrr.

i'm sick and tired of your harassment already

that it no longer takes any effect on me alr.

good riddance to you!

and don't think i don't know who you are.