Its been a really really long while since I have updated this space with my real life.
Minus all the emotional blasts that I can shout to no one, except this space.
Work's coming to an end. Oh wow, 4 months is coming to an end.
Come to think of it, I've only got like 1weekplus worth of break after my very intensive studying for the As.
And then i got my ass committed to work.
I feel like extending out of a sudden.
Because there is so much work that I've kickstarted and I dont like to entrust it to someone,
due to the reason that "I have to go."
Prolly just the sense of responsibility that I have cultivated since i was an egg (okay, young i mean)
Well, I've got no choice coz I need to get my ass to studying for the sats.
Which, only 1 university accepts it and LOOKS at it.
Honestly, I hate how I have to find backups just to make sure I get into a decent Uni.
(okay, before i get started on how grades aren't everything, i shld stop)

So, what am I going to do right after I quit?
Mug my ass off for sats, and of course hopefully to plan for a holiday.
Im pretty much a adaptable person, so aesthetics & environment means a lot to me.
And that is why, I need to leave for a holiday.
I need my getaway fix, by hook or by crook.
desperate for the tranquility, sea waves, sun rays, resort furniture, massage and shopping!
Sucker for all of that.

And and and, I really want to get a guitar.
I want to be able to sing along with it, and make myself happy.
I know how girls on the guitar look super hot,
(obviously i wish i can get there)
but no, i am not that sort of girl, with this face of mine.
so its still a sad story.
But at least i can make music with my own hands! (literally)

So, thats all I can afford to hit on these plastic tiles for today.
toodles, and take care folks!