You know the way how people holds a space in your heart?
I've got one of that too.
Someone that's not officially in a relationship with you,
but holds a special place there.
& it kinda suck actually.
coz it hinders how new people can't have the whole of your heart.
And you'll always always,
have a soft spot for them,
regardless of the things they do,
both good or bad,
they still stay firmly in your heart.
What do you call these people?
Soulmates?
Bestfriends?
Mr/Ms Right?
Someone enlighten me on this.

The kind of overwhelming feeling.
You cry, and you don't even know why.
I woke up crying,
and I just feel damn sucky on the inside.