im emotional, too emotional at times.
i have to admit to that.
i hate it.
i hate the cycle of making friends.
coz you never know if they are genuinely sincere
second, you never know if they are gonna leave
i get too attached to people easily.
very very easily.
i talk to almost everyone.
and when i get particularly closer to someone,
i get "attached" to them,
and when they leave, somehow,
i get too overwhelmed by it and i'll have a bleak as ever view of the cycle.
i hate this.
sometimes i wonder,
why cant people be like me, (not being ego here)
why cant people be brave enough to be real.
this is taking a toll on me seriously.
sick of shit.