I'm bulletproof, I'm bulletproof.
That's what I'm drilled everyday here.
The place they call it home,
but I guess it's no longer the same anymore.
being forced to live in such a mature family,
prevents you from acting your age.
the generational gap eats you up,
you're judged and faulted for almost everything.
That is where I live and breathe in.

It's the final lap now.
I get no support, but instead words of aggravation.
"prove me wrong with your results then"
"why do I always see you with your phone?"
"have you been studying?"
I really hate how reverse psychology is being used on me.
and I hate to say this, but I really hate how others,
can have it easy for them.
A conducive studying environment at home,
a heartwarming,loving and supportive family,
and their own will to do well.
This ain't just about results here.
it's like I'm fighting my own war,with the odds 1:1million.
And that 1 million includes MY FAMILY.
so how awesome is that?
I'm studying so hard everyday to prove my loved ones WRONG.
facing hurling words at me whenever they feel like.
they call this home?
I'm slowly disliking this place more and more.
I want to be alone so very badly.