crying like a wuss now.
came home after night lecture from six to nine,
and was damn motivated to do work,
and happy at how I got back my drive to work hard for this stretch,
until I came home to the place with zero support,
zero support to see me through this really tough lap,
Sis been on this 40episode serial
and doesn't realize how distracting is it for me, and then suddenly,
I remembered what bro said to me,
"how you know you won't fail again?"
thanks.

You know that kind of feeling,
in which you fight so hard and realized you're all alone?
and how the school principal said that you should do it with your family's support,
and I have none?
I feel so alone, very alone.
crying non stop and it breaks my heart.
well, it's like a stretchable rubber,
It stretches so much, that one day it will just snap.
I hope I won't snap, but it seems like it will sooner or later.