brother just handed the down payment for his new home.
its the next phase of life that everyone is going through.
its been really dark and dull for myself inside,
and i struggle to fill in the colours every single day.
yeah, but i pulled through still, since i'm alive kicking.
work's been hell tiring, and i just recovered from my fatigue fever.
then again, with the money i earned, what am i going to do with it.
oh wells, heck it.
all i am looking forward to is christmas and to turn 18.
and maybe for mother to treat me better. Sighxzxzxzxz.