A: " why must you lie? Isn't there trust? "
my dearest A got me thinking, really hard.
Well, you see trust got to be earned for my case.
It didn't come to this bad before, until when i decided to
hang on to a lie for 30 months.
From then, things changed drastically, and i am back to zero.
So i'm earning my credits slowly, day by day,
with every little or big thing that i do or react.
Thus, end of it all, it all boils down to myself.
I made the decision, I lied, I pay the repercussions.