Ooh.

so sick of love songs

life's getting to feel a bit mundane.

getting sick of school already.

getting sick of to be friendly.

getting so sick of the new class.

coz no matter how, i'll still know its a new class.

and when we managed to click well with the guys,

they get all panicky and assumed we stole their friends.

looks who's the insecure ones here.

the next minute, you can act all nice and smile widely.

i hate superficiality.

cheer costume was supposed to arrive today,

but was postponed, hopefully to friday.

can't wait to fit into the costumes.

i am feeling so easily irritated.

i am feeling so damn moody.

i'm feeling so shit-ly dull.

i have no idea why.

i lost the jumpiness somehow.

maybe i'm just bored with school.

i need a break.

i hate to say this.

but when i feel my worst,

and my emptiest moments,

the only person that came to mind was,

you.

i wished i could hug you and cry out loud.