entirely myself.

i think pretty girls in the world are so fortunate.
Sigh.

i have so many many many many many pretty friends.
but yes, i need to declare i am not a friend of myself.
need me to spell my troubles out, no please.
well, i know i have other traits too.
but
but
but
but
but still,
i hate to say this,
i want to be a pretty girl.
Sigh.

{ i know this is so damn personal, but yes, just let me rant.
i'm just having some moments of inadequacies
because i am not fake. }