what if you're making me all that wasn't meant to me

darn depressed today.
the worst day ever throughout school term.
i've lost sight of justice.
i've lost strength for effort.
coz no matter how, things just go in other's way,
so darn unfavorable to you.
and to make things even suck-ier,
you can't voice out.
you can't make any choices
coz they plan, and you follow.
coz they say, and you do.
no room for persuasion, or any sort of valid reasoning.
i no longer feel myself anymore.
coz i lost myself.
i can't see where i stand,
i can't hear my breath anymore.
i've lost all - a'divisions, & top flyer.
it'll never be the same ever again.
let's hope i'll pick myself up soon enough.
strike me now with lightning,
bring on the rain.
i'm on my own,
i'm walking on my tightrope.
yet, longing for the breeze.

hey lovely, we'll get through these craps together,
and walk the road to success in our grades.
thank you for braving all the storms with me!
love.