Ooh.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

there's always gonna be another mountain

and i'm going to be the one to make it move

april's coming to an end.

time flies.

life's short.

humans' unpredictable.

love is precious.

cherish what you have.

love those who hate you.

be thankful that you get to get up daily,

waking up to see the world once more.

i've learnt the hard way. ( not that anything has happened )

i'm going to be the good girl that i want to be.

i'm going to do anything that makes people around me,

happy.

coz, i'll be strong enough to face anything that comes my way.

HAPPY SMASHING 18th BIRTHDAY!

this wonderful girl, have always been accompanying me.

this fabulous girl, have always been there for me.

this marvelous girl, is sweetly retarded that makes me laugh

this mysterious girl, likes to share secrets with me.

this ultimate athletic girl, is my lovely babe.

she still has to pause and think what to wish for,

IN FRONT of the birthday cake.

so ~~cute~~ silly.

she loves papaya and banana, which i am ALLERGIC to.

and she love this picture the MOST.

and she was SCREAMING like mad cow on this FEAR-LESS

flying ride.

stupid bestfriend,

hope you liked the celebration today in school.

its okay to skip one day of diet for BIRTHDAY.

stay happy everyday please,

and i mean monday, tuesday, wednesday,

thursday, friday, saturday and sunday.

with love,

VICKI.

{PS: i just realised the word love starts with L! HAHA, stupid}

sidenote:

i still think its depressing for coach to say that

her weight is her advantage though she can't lock well,

to the top flyer.

because, i am TWO kilograms LIGHTER than her.

and you, if you managed to know its you,

please tell me what happened soon alright?

i'm so worried for you, things on your side seems

really very serious. and i know you don't feel as

well as you look like you do.

deep deep inside, you're hurting like f, i know.

pleaseeeeee, do share with me,

coz i want to be there for you, i want to comfort you.

Sunday, April 26, 2009

you know you love me

i realised i've lost one of my passion already.

my passion for singing.

almost fading away real sooon.

i used to spend like hours singing to myself,

recording how i sound, listen to myself,

re-sing to myself. and the whole thing repeats.

but now, due to much procrastination,

and due to much restrictions as usual,

i've lost my passion already.

i remembered how much i was dying for to

go for choral lessons and going back to choir to help.

Sigh.

i need re-adjustment.

i need to complete my assignments,

before my body can touch the bed.

oh yes, breakfast at macs tomorrow.

i can already pre-feel the fats even now.

hardcore dieting starts tomorrow.

i need to be consistent.

on a side note,

knowing how much i love baking.

and yes, though i've started baking for so long already,

i've never really gotten a real fail proof muffin recipe.

and yes, as always thanks to my inspirational baker, Jaime.T

she've managed to have Jeanette.A to share her recipe.

so, yay i'll be baking fabulous muffins real sooon!

{ photo : from Jaime T's blog }

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

late night sex so wet you're so tight

fantabulous laidback wednes-day i had.

coz i finally managed to catch some late noon nap.

woke up to work out on my wii fit.

up till now for today, i did like 200 reps of abs training already.

i'm feeling so top of the world now.

and i'm really adopting fitz's hot body slogan already.

coz its really kind of motivating!

can't wait for the pool party in June! TSK.

Ppt slides to collate for Bonesetter's Daughter by Amy Tan

Cold War essay

Extension of Cold War essay

Mother Tongue essay

so much to do, so little time.

HAHA.

we're suppose to CHOOSE a product,

and analyse the source of material.

so we choose, CONDOM.

there's a pun of consumes ALOT of energy if you don't get it.

grabbed hold of the free markers,

and doodled a card for ms F.

when you get really happy for early release of cheer training.

we're seriously weirdos and sillies forever.

and those mats ain't the stupid ABC mats you've seen

in kindergarten alrights.

its $50 bucks PER mat and its quite heavy (:

score for FIRST a divisions match : 34 - 9!

WIN! WIN! WIN! WIN! WIN! WIN IJC!

though i'm ~~not~~ can't be there, i'm giving all my moral support!

GO GIRLS! :D

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

i'll be your hard candy with a surprise centre

life's been like a viking.

going fantastically awesomely up,

and boringly lowly down.

well, guess that what's life's all about.

i think i'm currently still on my way up.

i'm appreciating life so much more.

i've learnt to cherish so much more,

things around me,

people around me,

conversations that i have.

coz i don't want to live life sloppily.

my mind got really woke up,

when we went 3visits for tomb-cleaning at grandparents'.

looking at those photographs of the dead,

looking at the messages their alive loved ones left,

i can't help but think.

life is indeed precious.

coz when you're dead, you'll never get to say or laugh every again.

where will i be buried or cremated at?

will i be the first to leave earth?

yeah. so i decided to love so much more.

for me, life is love :D

thats how exactly i got my life from,

isn't that true? (:

non-edited at all. used black and white film.

VICKI took this awesome shot with Yoricko's film camera,

( Voigtlander Bessa R2A ).

its NOT digital camera or DSLR!

i think i really rock.

i really didn't know he was taking a shot!

yoricko's the photographer for the above 2 shots (:

candid, natural, awesome effect.

monochrome! 5 thumbs up!

Monday, April 20, 2009

there's always gonna be another mountain

wii

& wii fit

these were mummy's birthday present!

hope she'll have a fun time losing weight and burning calories!

and its a "present" for me too in a way :D

sweaty sweaty cheer training today.

i can feel my fats running away!

diet plan failed yesterday,

coz of mummy's 6-course dinner + cake.

ate butter crab toooo. oh goshh.

no, no more depressing post.

coz i know i'm stronger than this.

no, i'm not breaking into pieces.

Saturday, April 18, 2009

don't keep me hanging here

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

( in advance, 1 more hour )

Stay happy every single day,

we'll love you more each day,

we'll care for you ever more daily,

we'll always stand with you,

we'll always be by your side,

mummy, i love you.

Friday, April 17, 2009

what if you're making me all that wasn't meant to me

darn depressed today.

the worst day ever throughout school term.

i've lost sight of justice.

i've lost strength for effort.

coz no matter how, things just go in other's way,

so darn unfavorable to you.

and to make things even suck-ier,

you can't voice out.

you can't make any choices

coz they plan, and you follow.

coz they say, and you do.

no room for persuasion, or any sort of valid reasoning.

i no longer feel myself anymore.

coz i lost myself.

i can't see where i stand,

i can't hear my breath anymore.

i've lost all - a'divisions, & top flyer.

it'll never be the same ever again.

let's hope i'll pick myself up soon enough.

strike me now with lightning,

bring on the rain.

i'm on my own,

i'm walking on my tightrope.

yet, longing for the breeze.

hey lovely, we'll get through these craps together,

and walk the road to success in our grades.

thank you for braving all the storms with me!

love.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

i need to step outside just to see if i can breathe

finally, i manage to find time to sit in front of my mac.

coz, i've been so busy every night,

to complete my everyday pilling assignments.

i'm such a good girl!

coz i didn't abandoned my work for blogging and fb :D

applause pleaseeeeee will you? (:

( even if you clapped i wouldn't know, shit )

life's been much much better as compared to last year.

coz i think i'm so much stronger to be able to tolerate

the ultimate doom-causing teacher in school.

coz i'm able to tolerate all sorts of nonsense that comes my way.

i think i'm strong. yay.

extreme compulsory cheer training

and a'div selection friendly with SRJ.

tell me how, tell me which.

ughhhh. battle of the fittest is so damn annoying.

why must the fittest be chosen, not the weakest!

why why why why.

okay, more photos from class potluck at jx's place (:

hweehoon actually really carried him.

goodness, hweehoon's so strong!!!!

flying foxxxxxxx, wheeeee.

aishaaaaaa. and me, in the middle of the pool.

thank goodness security didn't caught us.

okay, now this is the reason why i'm on a diet.

:D love love love hot body.

i'll so starve for this body! (: heeeeee.

HAHAHAHA.

now i'm speechless,

over the edge and just breathless.

hopeless, head over heels in a moment.

Monday, April 13, 2009

indeed the battle of the fittest

cheer training lasted from 6 - 9plus.

to the extent i had to cab home from school.

thank God for the awesome uncle, and traffic!

tiresome, is the only word to describe myself now.

damn shag and depressed. Sigh.

I'll upload photos for gathering tomorrow.

its like 160 photos! too crazy to post up here.

but i'll still post some here tmr, check fb for all!

and my photos are different from shuling's! :D heh.

had a fabulous easter weekend.

coz i basically partied my weekend away,

that i didn't even opened/touched my schoolbag.

how marvellous indeed hur.

after church,

went with JiaYu to the Flea at Mount Sop.

to visit Sylvia and Adela lovelies.

flooding endless crowd over there,

but still, i got my fcuk shirt for 4bucks & skirt at 22bucks though.

and a lame bracelet at 2bucks for fun.

i've off to watch ANTM and assignments.

i'm burning my night off for assignments.

i'm such a good girl, i know.

when life turns out to be the battle of the fittest,

you just have to accept the hard truth,

and go on with life.

Sigh, i'm so disappointed and depressed,

that no one can help ease this.

if only your encouragements were here now.

Saturday, April 11, 2009

11:59PM

before the clock strikes twelve,

before the minute passes away,

i just want to wish you,

a happy happy birthday to you.

have fun in school everyday,

be happy in life everyday,

don't stress over schoolwork,

happy 18th birthday.

enjoy taking your driver's liscense.

enjoy all your M18 movies legally.

the smoking and alcohol law doesn't apply to you,

coz you don't smoke or drink (: (:

Friday, April 10, 2009

Cause you're hot then you're cold

watched Knowing yesterday with

phi and siva after school.

we were damn cute, coz we cabbed there

just to catch the movie in time (:

was scared the shit out of me for nothing,

throughout the movie, coz i dont like the ending,

so illogical, hate planet-ty stufs.

nice movie overall though, but should have watched

F&F instead, shit. more hot romance :\

good friday today, and yes, i had a good friday.

woke up at ten this morning, awesome.

chilled and slacked the whole day.

and i realised my diet plan work better when i'm home.

coz when i'm out, i keep wanting to BUY food. damn.

i cooked this for my lovely breakfast!

{cocktail sausages, baked beans, honey ham, sunny-side up}

i know this ain't a good shot/presentation of the food.

hahahah!coz it was oil-free, and the egg got stuck to the pan,

and it turned out like that :(

and photos of foods i cooked/baked:

creamy mushroom tagliatelle

5-minute chocolate mug cake.

first, stir the dry ingredients, then the wet,

then microwave it for 3 mins!

then it will turn out like that.

i overcooked it, so it tasted all burnt.

damn funny!

cheer training at one tomorrow.

then (maybe)flea titan at Mount Sophia,

then class potluck tomorrow at jx's place (:

i'm having a fabulous saturday tomorrw or rather,

a sure date on the calendar i'll never forget as always.

((:

i still think beckam is the hottest of all in the world.

even if i'm married and old, i'll still think beckam is hot.

life's been tough,

but i need to be tougher than that.

{quoted from F}

coz i know i'm strong,

and i'm stronger than all my troubles

Wednesday, April 08, 2009

there is no finish line

awesome friendly game with pjc, 52-18.

i almost scrapped my arm against the opponent's armpit again.

thank God i manage to get my hand out of the way.

fun and exciting game indeed!

there was a point, there were SIX pjc players on court,

and kerie shouted "eh, why there's 6 players!"

DAMN FUNNY.

i'm currently damn pissed with everything now.

so pissed that i can't go on with my work anymore.

so pissed that i'm motivated to stop eating for a month

very very ridiculously pissed.

very very retardedly pissed

coz its the month of april,

which used to be a meaningful month for me.

but i guess i should stop caring now already.

since its all going to void.

oh well. oh well. oh well oh well well oh oh well.

off to workout physically to vent out my anger

bye.

pissed off day.

happy birthday shahrin, in advance!

:D woooooots.

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

i'm just a thousand miles away

celebrated my first so ever new classmate's birthday today.

nostalgia, and all kinds of emotions fell through.

its just diffferent, not the same any more.

not the people that you really love

not the people that you really hate

coz they don't evoke much impact on me,

since the word here is new.

i still remember how shahrin and dannyboy,

guitar-ed and sang a fare well song in front of the class,

for cat when she was leaving.

i stil remember how i rushed to school for cca that day,

and i baked muffins for classmates on random,

when i went into their last lesson of the day,

everyone hugged me for my love.

i'll never forget that retarded day of buffet madness.

my long hand-ed bestfriend, dannnyboy. imy!

i failed my diet routine today, damn.

my diet, ain't the totally not eat kind luh, chill.

i shall continue my genius diet plan! :D

coz i shaved off a kilo already, wooots.

P.S i finally have some muscles already, yay.

scenes of you and me,

scene-d of the night of recording&cycling at the beach