{listening to : The Show - Lenka}
my escape song. i'll listen to this song upteen
times whenever i'm so damn irritated,
and when i feel likes shutting myself out
from my family.
just when many will say,
you'll grow more and learn more,
when you go through a lot more obstacles than others.
i seriously beg to differ to a huge extent.
how will living in constraints make you stronger.
unless you're really really that strong.
for me, i think i grew up as a laughing child,
instead of a happy child.
you may think happy and laughing child are the same.
pause for a minute, and you'll realise its not the same.
:D
i am not at all happy.
i don't like the cooped up emotions that i can't get it out.
i don't like.
oh God. give me the strength to carry on.
my boost is slowly slowly dying out.
save me, from this crazy world home
thank you for your really sweet texts,
when you don't even know that i was feeling down.
thank you for your sweetness (:
"I'm just a little bit
Caught in the middle
Life is a maze
And love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
I can't do it alone
(I've tried)
And I don't know why"
i miss eating this, really badly.
