won't you be my secret song please

the last day of holidays tomorrow - sunday.
hell will soon break loose.
i can feel all the stress slowly creeping into my door,
and vigorously pounce at me all at once.
but then again, i can't wait for school too.
can't wait to meet all those people in class.
can't wait to eat my egg/chic mayo sandwich & baked potato
and ice creammmmm!
but i have to bear the retarded long journey to school.
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09, a very interesting year indeed.
a little part played by the number,
and of course the events coming on in 09.
i want to jump and shout in class! :D
oh crap, i really hate assignments and tests.
damn. damn damn.
sometimes i feel like a big bowl of cereal,
when people are done with eating the cereal,
they just throw the bowl away.
i never knew i could hurt like this.
i wished i could fade away anytime i want.
whenever i feel like disappearing.
coz i mean nothing to everyone.
coz i'm merely providing things that people need.
coz i'm a mere product that you have to hold responsible for.
coz i'm just a girl, that has no impact on any of your lives.
with me, or without me, in any of your lives, it remains the same.
i don't mean anything.