baked today with lis, her cousin and marisa.
awesome funny time.
and the cookies were really tasty.
gossip girl-ed for a few hours
surfed around the net.
facebook-ed.
and home.
at least, i was happy when they were here.
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i tried to catch some shut eye early.
but i just couldn't.
as i laid on the bed, and start thinking about
me not being able to get out, when its my holidays.
i just collapsed. with myself.
there's just too much too much things on my head.
too much for me to cry about.
too much for me to fret about.
i try very very hard not to think about my strict mum.
i try very very hard not to get scolded by them,
when i really did nothing wrong, i still got scolded.
mother. is really stressing me out big time.
sister. is doing the least, but yet she freaks me out.
brother. is giving me alot of pressure on my studies.
dad. just repeats all of the above said.
i really hate it for not being able to go for cellgroup
i really hate for not being able to help in cg.
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i am a locked up kid,
when i did nothing wrong.
or maybe, i'm locked just coz i'm 16?
whatever the reasons are, i really can't accept it.
sometimes, too much lone time, ain't healthy.
coz it just magnifies your flaws and your woes too much.
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