weird. cranky emotions covered my whole body.
every minute. every second.
spent this cold day alone at home.
it makes my emotions turn cold too.
whirl. whirl. i'm in a whirl.
wanted to knock myself out so badly,
that i popped 5 pills down last night.
hoping that the drowsiness would take effect immediately.
i want to go out for my shopping.
i want to.
can anyone hear me.
