
you know when your hearts' tangled up with your mind,
you'll no longer know what and how to,feel and think anymore.
i'm unable to fathom myself already.
i no longer know the real truth that i'm feeling inside.
coz i really don't know what exactly am i feeling.
this is really eating me up,
eating my insides away.
soon, outsides tooo.
i'm so sorry for this emotional post.
but sometimes, too much lone time,
really kills.
just when i thought moving over to sis' room was cool,
it turns out to be a killer, every night.
gosh, i hate the silence at home.

TODAY:
caught agnus,thongs and perfect snogging,
christmas shopping,party shopping,
dinner with fitzzy ditzzy.
had fun laughing with her, as always.
met with hellokitty and xiiiaotong.
though it was really short time,
for a heart-to-heart talk,
it was pretty valuable to me.

coz i know, you guys are the little stars that God sent to me.
thank you adela.
thank you sylvia.
wo ai ni.
you girls mean so much to me, really.
as much as i wanna be a supergirl,
something's stopping me, deep down.
i like to move it, move it,
vicki, MOVE IT.