Ooh.

are you ready for christmas? /;

Sunday, December 20, 2009

i am missing hongkong damn badly suddenly.

the whole 10 days, the funny bunch of people,

the cantonese-slanged english, the shopping,

the neoprints and every single thing.

the way how our whole team unites,

the way we click with the tllf students.

i wished i could type this is font size 900 - I MISS HONGKONG.

Saturday, December 19, 2009

temporary photo skin first.

coz the previous oh-so-beautiful-i-like-it skin expired :\\

i just missed my bus while surfing to re-host the new photo.

damn, and i've got to re-wait for the bus again.

i love it how i can "predict" when's the bus coming ❤

work's been fine, funnier and busier.

actually, bitchy-ier in real sense.

more new colleagues, more drama, more bimbos.

i can't wait for christmas, and to get all the gifts tooo!

got home at 1am last night, coz we insisted on taking cab.

HAHAHAH!

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

i am so morbid that i can google how to conquer sadness.

i suddenly regret working, coz i really miss all my friends,

to the point where i can cry like now.

And non stop coughing, hoarse sore throat, on/off fever/ blocked nose

is really killing me.

why do people fall sick.

best thing in my life /;

they say, in times of crisis and in times of need,

seek refuge in your dearest family members, besides God.

coz blood runs thicker than water.

i say, in times of crisis and in times of need,

there's no refuge in my dearest family members,

coz all they do is to suspect and judge you every single time you get home.

and i no longer believe in blood runs thicker than water.

yes this is the magnitude of hurt they've caused,

and none of them knew.

get back on your feet and think of me /;

Thursday, December 10, 2009

lingerie check.
acid skirt check.
dress check.
yay. love shopping to bits.
if only i can get money without working.
everything to me feels so expensive,
coz i'll compare its worth with accordance to my daily wage.
Ugh, reality sucks.

off day today, daddy's birthday.
i shall binge like shit later on at dinner!
its been long time since we ate like a family together.
work's really sucking up all my time! boooo.
life in the working world as compared to school is way different.
so much drama and gossips, love the experience i'm experiencing!
oh yes, i need to plan for christmas party with the usual folks sooon!
venue and food would be the most headache component :/
update me your schedules!

PS: Sephora is having 2 week sale!

Wednesday, December 02, 2009

4 layers of thick quilt,

zipped jacket,

long pants,

socks,

tee and shorts, for my sweat therapy.

damn the fever.

work till 1030pm tonight, Ughh.

i'm starting to dread work already.

world aids day /;

Tuesday, December 01, 2009

i'm watching travis mccoy's unbeaten track:
He embarks on a voyage of discovery to south africa, philippines and india.
and he said
" the kids live under a fucking bridge for 2 years,
and now tell me how hard your life is "

i am thankful for my blessed life despite the shits i get everyday.
and i want to go out to help those who are lesser than me.
i really mean it.

her label reads workaholic /;

brother just handed the down payment for his new home.

its the next phase of life that everyone is going through.

its been really dark and dull for myself inside,

and i struggle to fill in the colours every single day.

yeah, but i pulled through still, since i'm alive kicking.

work's been hell tiring, and i just recovered from my fatigue fever.

then again, with the money i earned, what am i going to do with it.

oh wells, heck it.

all i am looking forward to is christmas and to turn 18.

and maybe for mother to treat me better. Sighxzxzxzxz.

" i hate _____ " /;

Monday, November 30, 2009

i hate going home. yes hate.

i get scolded for EVERY single thing i do/don't do.

i got scolded for bringing my pills in my bag to eat,

coz she wants me to eat them AT HOME.

i got scolded for calling my brother LOUDER than calling her.

i got scolded for having sore throat

i got scolded for wearing flats

MEGA WTF.

i am seriously tired, and i can't be bothered anymore.

scold for all you want, and i can get hurt for all i want.

you don't even bother for the inside of me.

all you want is your way and your interest.

thank you this wonderful mummy.

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phew, the show's finally over.

awesome sales i guess.

it was nice working with all the outgoing people,

coz all the useless vases got sacked immediately on the first day.

just cashed 200bucks into my wallet.

love the feeling of earning my own bucks (:

BUT, back to usual ~~lovely~~ orchard ion again.

have fun with holidays folks! ❤